You. It's always been about You.

And I'm not complaining. I like things that way... It makes me happy. It makes me happy to see you happy.

If you don't already know, everything you've done/got caught up in/lost yourself in, I've tried to understand. I've done my best to take an interest in everything. Yet you always seem so eager to throw it away for something else.

"I think if you tried to stop me it would be selfish of you"

Everyone's sacrificing something for what they want... But I keep getting this sneaking suspicion that very soon, you'll 'kthxbai' me like you did before except this time I'll be too far away for you to come kiss and make up.

26 days.

I'm horrifically scared that when this one thing that keeps me in touch with you when you're not by my side is gone, that I'll never hear from you. You say I get priority because you can't reinstall me... But what's the use of being classified that if it makes no difference edgeways?

I want you to play.
I want you to have fun.
I want you to do really well...

But not at the cost of Us.
I'm scared. Aren't you?