Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Emo Post.

You may not want to read the following. I've taken the courtesy of creating a bit of space so that you don't have to read the emo-ness straight out unless you choose to.

I also apologise for the lack of entries.


































































This is not for you, nor is it for them.
This is for her and the rest who use their ears for something other than making it seem like they give a shit.

Each tear that rolls down my caked face carries love and appreciation for those who have cared.
Each breath-turned-sob is dedicated to those who understand.

My chest will heave and my make-up will run.
My heart will ache and my head will throb.

Love is extended to those who've made the effort.
Love is retracted from those who have befriended me under false pretences.

**

To be completely and brutally honest, I'm not the only one to blame. I feel I've been done an injustice. On hindsight, everything can be done better. So why is it that you all see fit to point the finger at me just because I have the guts to say out what you were thinking? We all make mistakes, so why do you all see fit to act like hypocrites and act like you'd never said anything in the first place. Am I not human too?

Why blow your mouth off only to shy away when faced with a confrontation?
Why let others take the wrap for something that no one else had the courage to do?
Why?
Why the hell is it just my fault?

**

You can hate me.
All of you can hate me.

The Ones that Matter... They're right here. *points to heart*

You guys? No, you don't matter.

**

If you don't like what I do, then take over.
If you don't wish to take over... Shut the fck up and let me get on with making sure we all get a friggin grade.

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